♮nishtyak_fm♯

Silence mode

Jan 1, 2018 — Dec 31, 2026

A report on subscriber churn in 2018, rare returns in 2019–2021 and 2023–2024, two posts from 2026: "we have all already died" and "I will be 200". The last one is about wounds that heal faster and faster.

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November 2018
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Public About HappinessNov 24, 2018
once I lol'd. lol'd briefly like that and preferably. in the moment, in short, I lol'd. and the reason for it is the number of PPSHers. or rather their unprecedented decline. over the past year about one thousand two hundred mugs split off from the #PPSHers, or whatever we call ourselves? PPSHers?

thus, gentlesaurs and ladykins, 1200 PPSHers split off, inverted or scaled, in absolute value. and the biggest outflow fell roughly on the previous month, maybe month and a half. anyway, there's no time, as you know, oh! remaining PPSHer or PPSHess, no way around gender in this locality. lordy, what am I rambling about? should I hidden-market some GPON here, like yandex.music does from time to time. in short, lyricism aside, I had the luck of telling you first-person everything that never happens without a beginning and an end.

And if you're still on air or there in the Universe's stream, may the light be with you and myriads of Doge. coins, at the very least, and in perspective too.

Anyway, #follower, see you.

and the numbers are as follows: over the last couple of months about 500 PPSHers drained away, and over the whole silence_mode period approximately 1200. Total we have 500/1200= 42%, by way of simple math, by the way; next we extrapolate those 42% onto the whole time span, and get some kind of divergence, the essence of which was explained to me while I was absent from the lecture, that's how it went. in the end, we get some printed abstract, and nevertheless, it's nice that real #PPSHers are for real loyal and engaged anyhow

below you can examine a random picture that has nothing to do with this text:

hold up, more hashtags needed: #PPSH #abstractation #statistics #echoofsmokedupstairwells #wholespheringofthebrain #PPSHersplusoneforloyalty
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February 2019
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while you walked,
at first I lay,
then struggled up to stand, halfway,
and you kept walking, I strode along the way,
then you walked on, and I was running, say,
you walked on further, I took off, fell, lay,
you passed me by, and down again I lay,
you kept on walking, and again I rose that day.
in the end, I took off and hit the skies' array,
and you never once flew, not one single day.
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April 2019
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I haven't written to you in a long time. you're like a distant star that detached itself from me by myriads of suns. I would definitely feel good. if I'd written something. and now here we are. 6 years and two days have passed. I was born anew and lived those years, and you still remain a vague useless abstract of being. how many smart words are in my head? how much meaningless treacle? pseudolinguists cum at the sight of the neurocircuit of the structure of my brain. and what the fuck for? what pleasure do they get when everything happens the way it should happen. To leap from dimension to dimension, to live, to love......................................................................................................................................................................................................................Instead of these dots I can be.
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I wonder, is that even possible within one physical incarnation?
Public About HappinessApr 18, 2019
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August 2019
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I don't eat #honey, so life won't seem like milk and honey
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November 2019
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if you don't understand something, that doesn't mean it isn't there
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